So it's getting closer and closer and there is not much I can do about it....I shall just have to embrace it! I look forward to a new decade and hope that it's even more fun and interesting as my twenties, and boy where they 'different'.
I can't have a birthday without thinking of Tommie though ...it still hurts they way he was taken and how even though justice has been served on his killers, the people left behind who loved him for the bright, funny, vibrant person that he was will never be the same, in any way shape or form.
I think about them sometimes and wonder if they feel any remorse or shame for what they did...but I try not to too much because I hate to think of their evilness and besides it's not good to think and wish bad thoughts on 'them'.
And Nikes.....how many times will my heart break when I think of you....my friend that I never told enough how much I loved him and respected him. I hope you are watching over me xxx
There are always going to be good times and always going to be bad times but those ahave definatly been my worst....but it makes it better knowing I had them in my life even though it feels like it will never be enough.
